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i finished writing that last entry only like ten minutes ago. i don't feel content yet. i don't think i know enough people. i mean, think about it. think of all the people you have met over the past five years(i.e. all of high school and one year of college), and try to count them all. lots, right? now, count the number out of those whom you've kept in touch with, really kept in touch with. communicated with at least twice this week. it's not very many out of the bunch. i know a fair amount of people, i suppose. but in any given week, i probably only communicate with....7 of them. that's including my mother. frightening. i need more hobbies. i have far too much time to do things like this. what to do...perhaps i should take up eating and sleeping again, on a regular basis i mean. my amphetamine habit isn't what it used to be, so i've lost that will to call people at all hours of the night explaining my need to attach human hair to the fireplace. listen, it sounds like a great plan if you're using. i can't rid myself of this boredom. classes only take so much time, leaving the rest of the day dedicated to finding things to do with the rest of the day. ahhh...choo. i have a cold. wait, there are penguins on my ceiling...
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